I can’t get things straight and thinking doesn’t help. Life is all about justification, if sleeping over it helps, if not just go sleep with it. Whatever works. Why do i even bother deriving a formula for things around me i wonder? There is no such thing. In fact, as person who believes to her very core and says this all the time “people are constantly changing, and so are things around me” what was i thinking? When life gets too much, when thinking doesn’t help and talking about it just leads you back to square one… what’s left? I hardly know me anymore.
I am breakable today but i will not succumb to mental defeat.
